Tales from the Porn Side

Memoirs Of A Middle Aged Cam Girl

What makes a woman old enough to know better risk her reputation and dignity to get into webcamming? The reality of this may not surprise you

Published Sun 13th Nov 2016
By itsAdult / Tales from the Porn Side

Memoirs Of A Middle Aged Cam Girl

Aged 38 I decided to take a leap of faith, a single mum, struggling to make ends meet through conventional employment. Unable to claim anything but the most minimal subsistence in assistance from the welfare state. Debts piling up, contracts ending, relationship fallen by the wayside and the bloom of my youth fading like a distant memory, my self esteem had been at an all time low. It was time to take drastic action. I lost 4 stone, joined a gym, changed my hair …. But still something wasn’t quite there.

Like many single women of a certain age. I had attracted the archetypal “young bucks” the sneaky married men hitting my DM on the down low. The friend zone “buddies” who saw me as easy meat and random chancers who used opportunity to try to bag a no strings fuck. I figured that I might be able to exploit my ample charms to boost not only my self esteem but the coffers of my family income too. I have always been a kinky person, highly sexed, adventurous, easily bored. With quite an arsenal of sex toys, lingerie and erotic accoutrements I was well equipped. Several photographers had approached me to ask if I would pose nude or implied nude. I had always shied away from baring all for a few reasons mainly my low confidence about my motherly figure. Not long after this a friend had confided that she was a cam performer, I was utterly fascinated on many levels. She was a normal girl next door type yet she was making great money. Could this be the answer to my predicament ? Could this be the boost to my self esteem & satisfy inner exhibitionist ? I decided nothing ventured and all that.

Armed with a hd webcam, a wifi connection and a entry level laptop, I took the plunge. after signing up to several webcam forums I took the plunge. A large glass of something strong and the Milf was ready to prowl. My 1st night I was terrified. Makeup and a corset covered my modesty. Dignity and I parted ways and I worked my little tusche as best I knew how. At the end of the night I was £100 up and found the whole experience surreal. I had always been a quick improviser, gift of the gab was my forte. And what I lacked in physical perfection I more than made up for in insightful role plays and perceptive dirty talk. Needless to say I was hooked. And massively proud that I had been able to come away in profit without being laughed off the site.

This Income source was like Manna from heaven at a time where my rent would not have been paid and bills were overwhelming me in every way. I explored other related medias, I figured in for a penny in for a pound. And I managed to procure an adult website with a subscription membership. Filmed soft core solo content for it using contacts I had made along the way, discovering that I had a talent for Fetish & BDSM themes, I ran with it.

But this new venture was to be short lived as a jealous ex partner was made aware of it and did his level best to try and humiliate & ruin me. Informing as many people as he could that I was now a “porn star” among other derogatory jibes. I had to pull down my site, social media & related links. Forcing me ever deeper underground. I was left with an overriding feeling that I was being laughed at, deserved all the negative comments that had been made and very nearly folded. But for the few loyal confidantes who knew my plans and my own sense of defiance that nobody had the right to knock me or my life choices.

Ultimately my profession is a legal, respectable and legitimate job. I am doing nothing immoral, I am supporting my family. I am not relying on the already overloaded benefits system for support. I am an independent hard working mother. I want to leave you with some insight into my story, my path, my psyche.

Judgment aside my children are fed. Bills are paid and I walk with my head high, feeling stronger than I have ever been. That is surely a success in anyone’s eyes ? Indeed I would do this again in a heart beat. My only regrets are not starting it sooner ! In this century we all have something to offer. Your mission is to find out what that is and WORK IT GIRLFRIEND…… To be continued.

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Sexposed Team – We met Mia last year when we were developing the show concept. She has grown to become a key member of both the presenting and blog team. Check out her reports on Kink, Webcams and all things naughty in the show.

Source: Sexposed Show blog Follow @Sexposed_Show

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